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Friday, July 16 ▲ 18:35
3, 2, 1, 0!
Went to resorts world sentosa yesterday night to watch martial fightings. It wasn't very entertaining because they didn't look real and it was so omgbloody and that's why i can't bother to finish watching the show. I could still remember there was the last match when the singaporean guy won the fight. Left soon after that, got some marshmallows. I got the white one because I didn't see the chocolate and strawberry flavoured ones. And i just realised it when i was at the exit doorway, anyway they were free.
Morning dad drove me to school, and i hurried up to the class to finish up my last-minute stuffs. I saw Liping's hair so short, i called her a dog. Winnie was so exited, and hi-fived me. Exactly, she thinks so too! Jeri keeps asking for my journal, and i don't know where i've left that holiday assignment. I bet alot of them had lost it, so i'm not giving any damn. Mr. Wahab is our english teacher no more. So there's no need to fuss over all these stuffs especially when it's already over-holiday.
Got called up by DM during morning assembly. Blah and so on, that retarded girl actually talked so much at the waiting foyer. Regina actually still talked to her in the general office, i think she still hasn't got to know about that idiotic girl. Went back to class, had art. Everyone were drawing lips, sabrina said her one looked like an ufo.
Science lesson was as boring as ever, was downloading apps for my idiotic iphone. Recess had beehoon, then continued the presentation of the topic {Respect, Care & Concern} during cme.
Had mother tongue lesson test till 1pm. Left class and the DM demanded for me through the pa system. Winnie was beside me so she gave me a good luck clap. Ran towards the general office, and some of you know. Skipped npcc, and the excuse is, you know. -skip-
Those who know, shut up. An anonymous idiot called me just now, then hang up. I wonder who was it, but i'm afraid if i ring up the other party and it's a teacher speaking.
I seriously hate that retarded girl in my class, that's why i've been thinking so long. I'm going to focus on my studies instead, then slowly take revenge on her in a self-protective manner. I wonder how her bloody aunty teaches her, at home like a dog, outside as a stray dog.
Skip this topic, my heart is burning. 196 & 273 home feeling very exhausted, feeling that something is missing. And it's gone, never back.
I've viewed quite a few blogs, and it seems that alot of them are breaking down just like me. I wonder why, i mean i thought life would be colourful if we wanted it to be. But now i realise i'm wrong again, again, again. Because the colour seems to fade, when the dark clouds gather in. It tares your soul, breaks your heart.
E-learning day next wednesday. Not only is it going to be boring, we've got to wake up as early as 7am+ to get ready for those online assessments. And there's only one period for break. If i could go out on the evening, i wanna watch movie. So anyone's interested, just give me a notice. But no sadded movies, i'm already sad enough.
(Stopped here yesterday, fmlfmlfml.)
I didn't publish yesterday, when i had something on after typing the last word.
Because life don't entertain us, we in-turn has to entertain it. Anyway i hate being slapped, like yesterday. I hate people who touches me without my approval, like b@#$%es. I can tolerate some nonsense, some rubbish, some crap. But never allow any idiots touch me without my mental approval. I'll give everything back double triple one day, you wait.
So today, woke up and ate some kind of noodles. Then went to fb, and now seeing my post still dangling in the air.
Anyway, there's nothing much for now.
And there's nobody tagging! So please tag before leaving, though my replies would not be very advanced. Though my mood isn't so pleased, though my heart isn't breathing well. But replying tags can be part of me, and my peeps! life. In this blog, that's all.
I want to go out later, any lobangs.
kthxbye.